live through this 

“Life has no narrative. There is no reason or guarantee that because any particular thing should happen, it will happen. The thing will not take place simply because it would fit well within the story of everything that’s happened to you in the past. Nothing is building up to any climactic moment, any point of resolution. Things happen, and they don’t happen. There is no arc.”

You look so tired, unhappy

“To know that you don’t know is the definition of a spiritual awakening. And keeping that realization at the front of our mind and in the core of our being informs the rest of our existence. It takes a deeper type of strength to admit to ourselves that we don’t have it all figured out than to run around keeping all our plates spinning. It seems strange to think that turning yourself over to your own bewilderment would actually bring clarity, but it does. Solving this riddle is the beginning of any true spiritual journey.”
“I don’t think anybody that has a brain can really be happy. What is there really to be happy about? You tell me. If you’re a thinking human being, there’s no way to divorce yourself from the world.”